my morning muse... twirl

Well its no trafalgar square, not even jln masjid india BUT thats 'my' pigeon just outside my kitchen...
:-)

The sawo matang and hitam manis

Thats the skin tone of some asians, dark  and sweet!
Some of my caucasian friends admitted that they are quite fascinated with asian girls. For a lot of reasons.
Well me too. My really very close friends know how i adore girls with the sawo matang and hitam manis skin tone. Forget the sexy bit of it, cause they are just really exotic looking (thats coming from a very straight me!), they just look so fine with the littlest of cosmetic help on their faces!

So recently, it got me wondering, just cuz i have too much time on my hands.... why is it that a lot of them are crazy buying skin whitening product? Some looking as pale and dead-looking as edward cullen (sorry team edward)..

Well ive wondered enough..not too rocket-science. Just us human.

It must be.....

....the air conditioner, LOL!
Ive not posted anything on Facebook for a while. Yesterday i posted about my trip to university malaya medical centre. It was just an MRI appointment but they want me to be admitted - for a week! My condition really interests them!
Anyway...my status was posted along with my photos, actually taken because i was bored waiting while i was trying to decide whether i should just agree and stay, or? I really dont know... 
Apparently, staying away from Facebook for  a while, then posting whats on my mind with a few boring photos attracted some friends whove been missing me to drop by and say a quick hi, and some, hehe.
I just dont want anybody else to be manipulated by them. By them i mean my photos. :-)
No one in the right frame of mind would ever tell me to my face "Darling, you look gorgeous!" Well thats because its true. Especially, in the  middle of malaysias wicked afternoon sun! My only logical explanation would be, i was in a calming cool environment! Yeahhh! 
So now you know why, Alaska..or Greenland!

Just so you know, photos CAN be deceiving (wink, wink) - truth, and nothing but the truth!

12 YEARS YOUNG (tried tested and learnt)

What did you want to be, to wear, to listen to when YOU were 12? I was just talking about it on my last 2 entries. I think.

My girl Aesyah is 12. And she has this idea of what she should be wearing. Pretty much like most 12 year-old huh? No? I thought thats how it is. Given a chance, that is... I somewhat gave her a guideline of what she CAN where at certain places. I remember a few years ago my niece went to a wedding wearing skinny jeans and showing some of her chest. Her dad was not very happy but her mom okayed it. Is this a gurrrrrrl thanggg? Or..., age related factor? Or a little of both? Id go with the latter. Just cuz every girl, given a chance to say, wear, et cetera according to her own choice, would pick her own taste. I remember myself,nieces and some of my friends daughters..well sons too... went through this period of time, and wed be telling them (just like our parents did) "hey girl..go easy on the eyeliner, youre beautiful the way you are" Some of them obliged..while the rest went ahead. Try and learn stuff thats part of growing up. Really..every parent in the right frame of mind would say something if their girl chose to be a mysterious gothic lass in the neighborhood. Saya doakan anak-anak saya dan anak-anak yang lain menemui destinasi yang diberkati yang maha Esa

where you been....

hey monkey
dont you want to be needed too?

She, who keeps me grounded....

Alhamdulillah..the day i read her comments on a mutual friend's FB thread, was a great day for me. I like it that im given the chance to know her, hopefully more, insyaAllah.
one of the reasons why she keeps me somewhat grounded, is she herself. Shes surrounded by many..but riak langsung tidak! I hope you stay this way always. Anyway, i stumbled upon her blog about last week when i was checking my pageviews statistic and found a strange url. Clicked on it, and, there she was!!!!
I am now spending time at her blog, picking on random topics, trying to catch up on what ive missed...getting to know her   :-)
Her blog is Journey To Simplicity
http://alamroon.blogspot.com/
P/S: I snapped the accompanying photo to remind me of more interesting stuff at her blog  :-)