perfectly lonely..

id say not quite..  :-)
i am not lonely, just a little alone. i have finally left the imaginary world of being in love. oh well. if thats whats it called. i have learned to love and learned that when to put an end to something thats not working out no matter how much love i feel inside of me - building up, everyday.
i will not replace love with hate..because thats one thing i can never do.

Jennifer Glopez

Did you see the glow on Jennys pretty face @ American Idol? (Forget why I can't visualize Ryan Seacrest..) So I guess that's the one good thing about having a young boyfriend!!!!
Only boys below 30, uh huh  ;-) boypower!
Yea..maybe we single girls (35 - 45 haha) should give it a go..
:P

(Label - Lifestyle, Relationship and Food (~ ~ ~) hmmm )

have you been swept off your feet...

no really, have you? do you feel like no one else could ever replace him or her? every song reminds you of him. a love scene in a movie could've been you and him? ohh ok,this the best, that you feel your heart (YES your heart, the one organ in our body that goes thump thump thump) moulds him perfectly under your chest..like a real comfy place for him to rest...
yea... have you been swept off your feet, abandoned, asylum dweller, then last but not least, a stalker? LOL fine, so you dont!

it's a wonderful feeling being in love, im sure you agree with me. i get a little disoriented when i talk about love. haha. 

then, must you push yourself to forget? didnt they say time heals? time is suppose to heal it! right?

so whats the fuss about moving forward? i dont understand. honestly.

see if someone is happy with the way things are, then leave her be. because time will make one forgets. maybe the new love is still finding the path that leads to her. until 'the other him' arrives at her feet and makes her forget, the joy of having him comfortably snuggled and rested in his mould is what helps her go through life in love and at peace with everything around her and everyone else who is in love.

god i hope you guys know what im babbling about..

if youre looking for a change..whatnot.. try going here:
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i feel like being teased...

Muscat, Oman

No, I am not writing about Muscat. I am writing about a friend who is now there. We have never met but we know each other through mutual friends and I am so glad that I met her. Today I received a message from her via Facebook. 

What I like about her is that she makes me smile and laugh a lot. She wears headcover/hijab. A smart person. And I would bet a great wife and mother too. I guessed that because we had had a talk one day, I was feeling a lot of things at once, and we started talking. The reason why I mentioned about her wearing hijab is that, usually ladies wearing hijab have a certain perspective about us who don't. I just love her own views and perspective and approach towards things. Her words of wisdom, her advice, her prayers, will be my guidance always. 

When I found out what the message was about, I felt a rush of sadness ran through me. Although I know for a fact that she will always be around here, on the Internet and that we will be communicating 'business as usual' - I just couldn't help feeling that she's not here in Malaysia..
Mala, from now on, I bet you can wash towels and bedsheets not only on Fridays  ;-)

I watched American Idol just a few hours ago, indoor weekend  :)  I was actually aiming for The Voice but I got caught with a phone call and missed it!
Aaaaaanyway..this is weird and would probably come as a disgust to some..but have you looked at a guy and wondered how he looks, or how he is ..... when having sex? Whoaaaa..hold on there, I am not going Adult Content here really.. just something that came up when I was watching AI!!! Yea believe it!
You see I do that when I meet a guy or just when I'm killing time, haha. I can DEFINITELY see Matthew...
I can see John Mayer!!! Absolutely. I can see my ex...  (ooooh) Wesley Snipes. Denzel Washington. Adam Levine. I can even imagine how Matthew Rutler is with Xtina!
OK Forget it..I can see the others.
Ryan Seacrest!  I can't see him. I can't visualize what kind of man he is in bed. Or wherever. And that's kind of a mystery to me..

Between this and that..I have left out a lot of things - halfway - but I'm hoping to at least  shape up (in every department concerned!!) 

OK, I know there are many tour and travel agencies around, but we all know this - the best would be the recommended ones! Well.. it really doesn't matter if you're a local or foreigner, in Malaysia, looking for interesting stuff to do, or you travel @ your passion - diving, boating at sea, river rafting or other adventure-related activities (Malaysians should really start trying) my personal recommendation would be Jaringan Ilham Travel & Tours Sdn Bhd and Scuba Jeff Sipadan for a more tailored and personal touch, honestly! For foreigners, if you're not keen in mingling with us simple local guys, request for a different arrangement -  you will be taken care of  :-)  rotten!

Riggggggght..for those of yous going, "Hey, how about a recommendation for us planning to go abroad, to new  exhilarating destinations.." Boy, have I got one for you!!!!! It is Sedunia Travel - true to its name, just tick your destination! And check this out, I love this little quiz they have on their Facebook which is entertaining and informative!! I like Sedunia Travel because they bring out the rest of the world! 

Well, for those looking for some suggestions on where to head for the coming vacation..pick this magazine up Gaya Travel Nusantara! This is by far the best locally published travel magazine every avid traveller must have! They are young fresh writers and they are brilliant. Although there are room for improvement, I know they'll make it there in no time! I know one place where you can get a copy of this fabulous mag, MPH!

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Jaringan Ilham
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Sedunia Travel
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Tel: 0377832253

You know what I don't get about young guys..they think they know everything! The way they tell you things, what life is all about, that life is about taking chances, the go with the flow thing..and then out of nowhere, there's this green eyed monster. Like any other critical stuff don't count..I can't figure that one out.. hey I told you 37 times, it'll never work - nooooo, they just wouldn't listen! Now she's cheating on him! lol, quite the opposite of ashton-demi's story. Anyway, in my opinion, if a guy is older than 45, then it is safe to date an older woman..  ;-)
I know there have been quite a high success rate on relationships between young men and 'mature' women, but the way I see it, it only lasts - for a while! So don't even go there. I think, personally, don't start! Yes I know I sound a weeeeee bit biased here but hey, everyone has a right to an opinion..
I don't know, all I'm saying is there's been like a sudden interest in older women lol  OK, I don't know I personally have nnever been in a relationship with younger guys, just dates. But I've seen a few that got me here writing about it. The sex bit some said was worth dying for (noooooo, really? hmmmm... wish there's an icon showing the yellow face scratching its chin wondering.. )  Aaaanyway, they say 'never say never' and I won't just so that I won't get caught in a sticky situation...  :P   ;-)

p/s: the one good thing about being in love with a younger man is that YOU'll look ravishingly gorgeous!!!!
LOL
Then again, just being in love can do that to you..  :-)