ever felt like the hurdles never end?
well i certainly have. im not saying that im the sorriest soul on earth, just that it could be better ;-)
god knows i have made mistakes that could be on AVOID DOING THESE MISTAKES for dummies if theres anyone would write about it!
but yeah, sometimes they were not meant to. like hurting someone. i consider myself a 'nice' person. not an angel, buttttt..... nice! not mean, you know. sometimes a persons automatic response to being manipulated or taken advantage of, or treated unjustly..is just simply to retaliate..god knows so many of you are shaking your heads now, but really..thats the auto-responder of a normal, average human like me..
there! now thats honesty. thats how a mistake started!!!!
the mistakes that we did when we were so much younger.
ALRIGHTY..the mistakes that I made! :P
when i didnt really think. when 'an eye for an eye' used to be the motto!
now my guilt-meter or whatever is more appropriate you think it should be called has been bugging me - is apologizing enough? (am i dying? i heard talks about how some people started looking back on what wrong theyve done when theyre dying...?)
then theres this voice that wouldnt settle either...why do i have to be the only one apologizing?
i mean do they really think that they didnt do anything wrong? OH sheer audacity!
yea i guess im babbling here now because i want them to know that they owe me big time sorry!
is that even viable? lol
i guess its ridiculous.
im just tired of people looking at me as the bad guy. yeah, i can be very forward..but isnt standing up for yourself what youve been taught all your life?
"I’m a good man with a good heart
Had a tough time, got a rough start"
-shadow days-
well i certainly have. im not saying that im the sorriest soul on earth, just that it could be better ;-)
god knows i have made mistakes that could be on AVOID DOING THESE MISTAKES for dummies if theres anyone would write about it!
but yeah, sometimes they were not meant to. like hurting someone. i consider myself a 'nice' person. not an angel, buttttt..... nice! not mean, you know. sometimes a persons automatic response to being manipulated or taken advantage of, or treated unjustly..is just simply to retaliate..god knows so many of you are shaking your heads now, but really..thats the auto-responder of a normal, average human like me..
there! now thats honesty. thats how a mistake started!!!!
the mistakes that we did when we were so much younger.
ALRIGHTY..the mistakes that I made! :P
when i didnt really think. when 'an eye for an eye' used to be the motto!
now my guilt-meter or whatever is more appropriate you think it should be called has been bugging me - is apologizing enough? (am i dying? i heard talks about how some people started looking back on what wrong theyve done when theyre dying...?)
then theres this voice that wouldnt settle either...why do i have to be the only one apologizing?
i mean do they really think that they didnt do anything wrong? OH sheer audacity!
yea i guess im babbling here now because i want them to know that they owe me big time sorry!
is that even viable? lol
i guess its ridiculous.
im just tired of people looking at me as the bad guy. yeah, i can be very forward..but isnt standing up for yourself what youve been taught all your life?
"I’m a good man with a good heart
Had a tough time, got a rough start"
-shadow days-
